Today I’m going to share a couple of inspirational poems by a talented poet from Little Rock, Arkansas—Mary N. Waters. I discovered Waters’ books of poetry at a little shop in the Heights neighborhood of Little Rock a few years ago and find myself returning to them over and over. Many are spiritual. Some are humorous. Most inspire something in me. These two—both from Other Stars Waiting (2002)—are for my writing buddies and reprinted here with permission from the author. Enjoy.
Voyeur
I am reading a book
of someone else’s poetry,
thinking the “I can do this,”
thoughts,
followed immediately by
all of the “buts”
of not having enough
time, talent, passion,
and the “what ifs”
of people hating it,
laughing at it,
thinking me crazy.
Buts and What Ifs,
my twin conspirators,
which, for so long
have kept me a voyeur
of others’ writings,
not my own.
Accommodation
When I first began to write,
I thought that nothing much
would change;
one more activity,
added to my days.
I would accommodate it;
the writing,
give it
the extra bedroom.
But I was wrong.
This was my lover,
wearing muddy boots
upon the neatly
polished floor, and sleeping
where he pleased.
So all those other things
began to change, to
give him space;
and since he didn’t fit
the me I was,
I chose to be
transformed,
in ways I can not name.
And here I am,
a writer of poetry,
and those who thought
they knew me,
wonder,
and sometimes,
so do I.
Other books by Mary N. Waters:
Into the Universe
Private Rooms
Sandpaper Blankets
Thoughts From a Vast Right-Brained Conspiracy
Thank you for sharing these poems. I especially appreciated “Voyeur”, as it reminded me of how difficult it is for many poets to even call themselves poets.
And not only poets, but everyone who tries to create – writers,artists, musicians. Thanks for reading!
How wonderful, Susan. Thank you so much.
same here, we all share these common thoughts but Waters gives words to our craziness!
She’s a terrific poet… I have four of her books of poetry and have just ordered her latest which includes some prose reflections.
Mary Waters poetry is like a novel left on the stove until the message is boiled down to just a few lines. Her work is a companion for a spiritual journey or taking the dog for a walk. I found her work quite by accident, but isn’t that how things work?
Yes! I also discovered her by “accident” in a gift shop in Little Rock a few years ago. Serendipity! Thanks for reading, David.